Last Day of Summer

I realized yesterday that I love my family. I get so depressed without them... The whole week last week I didn't want to do anything. Nothing seemed like it would be any fun and I almost got sick just with the empty feeling I had. I come from a big family and life really sucks without 'em. theres no one to fight with no one to do anything for no one to make you laugh. I resorted to making myself laugh... it wasn't the same. It's fun to make others laugh and laugh along, but not by yourself.
I spent time on the computer more than I ever have, and watching stupid movies most of which gave me a head ache. And ACT for five hours every day.Nope it wouldn't do.
So I decided on saturday that I needed to get out and do something luckily there was the Irvine dance. I went with Michelle and Sarah. And met abunch of people I knew there and had almost had no hope of seeing again, some besties I'd had in middle school. :) They played Wake Me Up Before You Go Go and I loved it. I danced with several people who I didnt know and it was great!! We rode home in Sarah's Mustang Convertable and by the end of the ride my hair was a tangled mess!! I got to wear sparkles and do my hair and have a great time out with some of my besties. The only thing that could have made it better was if all of my besties were there. (Yeah Cortny, Alicia, and Travis that means you. :)) It turned out to be just what I needed.
When I got home my dad was watching a movie and it didn't give me a head ache and we stayed up till my mom and younger siblings got home!!
I think the funnest times in life are when your busy and looking forward to something. Its great to always be doing something or planning something in which you know people will have fun and make memories. To be remembered and remember others, places, and activities. Making people feel comfortable is the most important part. Making them feel accepted and needed and loved is what makes the world go round.
Haha. Well now to get to the title of the passage. I'd almost forgotten. Today is my last day of summer. Tommorrow I start my senior year. I can't believe it. I remember as a child I thought school ended after senior year. Haha what a thought! And when my older Siblings had revealed the truth about school how it doesn't end almost ever, I felt great despare. Now I can't wait! I can't wait to go to college and meet new people. Once this year is over I'm gonna conquer the world :) with Masen as my sidekick. So even though I will be missing several of my best friends I am going to have the best senior year thats ever been heard of!!